Thursday, September 5, 2013
I love my studio #piccollage

I love my studio #piccollage

Friday, July 26, 2013
#rachelmartina in the house! I caved…lets see how long this goes! Twitter how do I connect thee??

#rachelmartina in the house! I caved…lets see how long this goes! Twitter how do I connect thee??

Lana del rey makeup semi there experiment :)

Lana del rey makeup semi there experiment :)

Sunday, May 5, 2013

“Man is sometimes extraordinarily, passionately, in love with suffering.”
—FYODOR DOSTOYEVSKY, Russian novelist, Notes from the Underground

Monday, November 26, 2012
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Rach Martin taken by Rachel

Rach Martin taken by Rachel

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

bultier:

Le meilleur de Lana Del Rey 3/4

Favorite Appearances: Lana Del Rey

VENT part 2

OK so my current acting class I was staying in cuz a) it was cheap & b) it was at a decent hour & c) my teacher was pretty cool & gave good insite, he came across as chill and open but another teacher has turned on me!!

In the course of me “following the rules” i notified my teacher of my trip and figured I would resume class when I returned. I ended up getting my flights all switched around and I missed more class than I had intended not to mention I keep getting really sick, and with the horrible CFS/POTS syndrome symptoms I am legally disabled and handicapped. My teacher went OFF on me (DAMN upside down coyote I picked in my tarot cards!! said I’d be blindsided by someone least expected) I never knew he CARED that I came at noon, for me just GOING is huge. I find it VERY very upsetting that a lot of these classes are obsessed with tardiness and absences making it impossible for someone like me to take classes and treating it like a fucking high school/junior high class. I’m sorry but someone telling me I lack consistency makes me think of myself like gravy or a tub of jello, it is not what you tell a PERSON. Anyways I confronted said teacher and I said what I needed to say: mainly that I am shocked and surprised a fellow actor would lack such a basic human emotion as EMPATHY. ANYWAYS I’m pissed but glad because now I have no temptation to go back.

I’m done being a student!! I have my own fucking camera I’m fucking filming myself and my own shit cuz thats the only way this is gunna happen!! No more!

OK I’M OUT!

Song: “FUCKING PROBLEMS”-A$AP ROCKY

Thursday, November 15, 2012

This is what annoys me. People who are mean to me for no reason. Today at CVS, I dropped off my prescription and as soon as they realize what it is for (I have a ton of pain, therefore pain meds mean I can live and survive) they turn on me as if I am a criminal. I am polite and nice and I smile and I get treated rudely and meanly for no reason other than that I am legally trying to receive my medication. It is unbelievable.

Also Rituxin isn’t working at all, in fact I’ve been getting much worse. I am supposed to start another antibiotic in a few days, but as it turns out my Doctor’s inept nurse received 2 messages in October of which she didn’t return thus the drug company sent the prescription back and I am left with the awful sweating, fevers, FLU extreme I feel when I go off antibiotics. I have been waiting to try this since last seeing my doctor in JULY.

Let’s see, otherwise I am exhausted but had a very nice day up until then. I’m going to enter this Glamour essay contest about a challenge I’ve had to overcome. I hope I can win it.